tw: extreme self loathing, suicidal thoughts, implied emotional abuse

Alice Edgar

trivia

• he is blind in his right eye
• his natural hair color is platinum blond
• he is a fancy hot coco enjoyer (marshmallows, whipped cream, and sprinkles)
• He's surprisingly a fan of horror
• he pierced his own ears soon after he moved out
• he has a plush dove from when he was in 2nd grade and he refuses to ever let go of it

"A white dove is such a beautiful creature, a symbol of peace and love, showing such unconditional love and support to others yet, isn't there someone he's forgetting? Has he forgotten himself?"

Alice is an incredibly shy and kind young man. His passion lies in the sciences, particularly medical science. A fitting role for someone so compassionate, yet he often seems to forget to care for himself. He often fades into the background and he prefers it that way, as the eyes of others often cause great fear in him. Along with his lack of presence many, even those who consider him a friend, don't seem to know his past. It's a subject he refuses to broach even with himself, keeping it tucked away in the deepest parts of his brain. It's simply too tragic too discuss, and it's safer for things to be left unsaid.

Last Seen Listening to: Oh Love by Delaney Bailey

There's a torn out piece of notebook paper on the ground, it appears to be stained with tears

What is wrong with me!!! I can't do anything right!!! I should've just jumped in front of that train when I had the chance! I just embaressed myself in front of the whole class by acting like a sputtering mess during a group presentation, I could feel everyone staring at me and I almost cried. When did I get so sensitive?? Why can everyone else go up there and then forget about it?? I'm so fucking stupid and sensitive my parents were right about how useless I am!